One fine day my mom
called me and asked to meet her friend daughter in Cafe Coffee Day (CCD). With
no idea I went there, when I entered CCD a girl guided me with her eyes
pointing to a table. Once I reached the table, with a gentle handshake she
introduced herself as my mom's friend daughter. She quick made an order for
both of us and asked whether I’m ok with it.
After a minute of
silence, So Prasath let me tell you why I’m here today with you. Actually my
mom and your mom are interested in making a bond between us. When she was
saying that, our order arrived quick and once again silence surround us. After
sometime when she was about to begin something, I interrupted her, before you could
say something let me clarify myself with you. With a smile she shook her head to
continue…..
August 7th 2006
– First day of my engineering life, with colorful views and wings I entered
engineering but it was not like what I have imagined. Even though I managed
myself to clear all my 1st year papers and entered 2nd
year as a senior. When I was running hard to my class from hostel on 1st
Dec I heard a voice asking 2nd year class, I pointed out my class
and I ran before the bell ring. After 30 mins of our first hour the same girl
entered our class and our math’s staff introduced her as “Malar” (lateral entry
girl). During lunch break of the day all her information was flying
in boy’s hostel since many links are there between boys and girls.
Malar became close to one
of our gang as days were flying quick. Slowly, my conversation with malar was
also good, other then class hours too. But all of us sudden one day I was
kidding my friend with her girl friend, he got irritated and started kidding me
with malar for no reasons. The same day, I and malar had an argument about my
friend kidding and she decided to quit speaking with me in all aspects. Initially
I thought that she will be ok in 2 and 3 days but it last till our final year,
all our classmates started kidding both of us from that point.
During the last semester
of engineering, Malar called me back after 2 years on Dec 1st to wish on my birthday,
I said thanks and I reminded her about the first day of her college life which fell on
the same day. After a long conversation I wished her to keep in touch, with a
silence she replied that all in our class are thinking that we are in a relationship.
So it’s hard to remain same as we were before, but I will text you after college,
it was the happy part of our conversation.
Actually apart from my friend’s
kidding I had a personal interest on malar from day one, but I maintained myself
not to express it out with anyone. Since
it was the last semester all were busy with their project works and I became
close to malar then before. I indirectly expressed my
interest to malar many times but she ignored it. After a long thinking process I
texted malar “I LOVE U” on 14th Feb 2010, within a matter of second I
got a reply of “I’M NOT INTERESTED”. After 2 days of not messaging and calling,
malar called me up and wished to speak with me. She stated whole about her
family and her situation for not accepting my love. Moreover by being a single
girl she briefed her responsibility to hold the pride of his family. Even though
her words reached my mind, it was heavy for my heart.
On our last day of college,
when she was moving away from me by saying bye I controlled myself not to cry
but I broke out when she stepping away of me. I returned back home, stated everything
with my mom and as days passes I got a job & now I’m trying to concentrate on
it but the real fact is I couldn’t get out of malar mentally. Even today I use
to call her old number which is not in use many times and I’m attending all my classmates’
marriage to see malar at least once after my college life. Even though my mom
understands my feelings I don’t why she arranged this meet.
I know all this prasath, your mom told everything
with me, more over on listening your past alone I had an interest to meet you. I like you every much (holding my hands) and its nice meeting you. With
no clue when I’m looking into her eyes she whispered that “I don’t need you to
forget everything and come alone with me, but give back the same love which you
had with malar to me”. I will be for waiting your reply (typing her number in
my mobile) and I’m MALAR.
“UNDERSTANDING OTHERS LOVE IS ALSO AN TRUE LOVE”
Imagined and Typed by
PRASATH TAMILARASAN
Note : **Plz apologize for spelling and grammar mistake.
** All characters and name are imaginary not linking to any personal people